Here tonight
Hale

So long to you my love
Don’t be afraid to run away
I know you’ll be okay
Just take your time to find

But i need you here tonight
I need you here inside
I need you here tonight
I really, really need you here tonight

Made up my mind on this
Too late for me to hold you back
Maybe to short or dumb
To cry for you but i will anyway

It’s all my fault
To feel this way for you that day
I know i am and i will
Though it’s wrong,so wrong

Cause i need you here tonight
I need you here inside
I need you here tonight
I really, really need you here

I need you, i need you
I need you here inside
I need you i need you
I really, really need you


***

can't find the video in youtube.. sorry.
nice song though..

... we entered this nightspot and saw this lady who looked like "her." she resembles "her" face and complexion... and oh, "her" smile... i told this lady before about a story of "my life" and her resemblance to "her."

she may have liked the somewhat straight out of a telenovela narration i told her cos out of nowhere or maybe i was just too pexilated to recall who kissed whom first.. but, i'm almost sure she did.... we kissed. still and all, the story had been told a number of posts ago. so there..

then recently, again we've met.. i didn't wanna prolong my/our agony and fuel whatever little hopes i have --- that there's a posibilidad we'd ever live happily ever after... in a perfect world, momma... in a perfect world.. that would have been nippy, ey?

forgive the coldshoulder treatment, lady.

besides, unless you are God, the possibilty of ressurrecting something that's long been dead is zero to nil.

here's a quote i bump into...

"Girls are so queer you never know what they mean. They say No when they mean Yes, and drive a man out of his wits for the fun of it" -- Louisa May

arriane

aaaahhhhh!!!! hangover again!

tsk tsk tsk

just came back to work yesterday and today i was struggling to get up - not from bed but from the rooftop of the house. see, rumor has it that our friendly-gossip-ridden-neighborhood saw some white lady hanging around there. last night, i thought, i wanna see some freakin white lady. so, after arriving from a late night getaway, i went up and CRASH on the roof's floor.

the white lady must've been pissed off cos i know i was snoring so loud. excuse me but i was intoxicated, y'know. good thing no white lady showed up or somebody's gonna get whop.

conclusion: our neighbors had too much time to waste on wild imagination and gossip.

***

on my way home last night, it was the first time in my almost 2 years of existence there in our new place in bacayan to drive on a super dark road. ok, black. i was getting really furious with VECO for all the shitty brownouts they've been giving us. last sunday, from 8am-5pm, there was no electricity. we couldn't hang around the house cos the darn place of ours had a brownout... again!

anyway, from USC-TC all the way to our place was dark... t'was CREEPY, man. good thing, when i arrived home, the lights was back on.

***

i had a talk with louie and warren, the co-owners of the surplus clothing shop they put up in a place called HELL, err, i mean, the place where we used to lived, jakosalem. they wanted me IN cos they needed some guy who is kewl, calm and collected to be their partner.. he he he... JOKE!

obviously i didn't wanna be in but, since we were all friends and used to be business partners, i obliged out of respect for my comrades. so, they talked me out, promised me heaven and earth, the moon and the stars and a quick ROI in months.

something about your guts that you just have to believe somehow. i wasn't completely sold out of the idea but told them i'd give it a thought.... so, now i'm thinking... sshhhhhh!

***

went to sideline, the place where we feel nostalgic whenever we missed going there at least once in a week.... great beers but not so great food!! nevermind, we came for the beer, anyway.

when the smoke cleared, we went to... SECRET!!!

***

i should make a new BLOG where nobody knows me and i can tell all our.. i mean, my SECRETS...

i'm starting to hate the part where all the fun's goin down the drain.

sigh.

***

btw, this post is not written in an orderly manner. like, which paragraph took place first... blah, blah, blah

have fun figuring it out, nerdy!

done with the few tweakings... hope y'all like it. tired but hey, it was easier than what i did before.

i'll try to spice it up a bit more tomorrow. meanwhile, have to go to louie's UK shop. he's been nagging me to join his growing business empire of which i'd politely decline, later... after a few beers perhaps.

enjoy the rest of the night peeps!

this is heaven...

WTF??!?

yeah, i ask the same question too... i dunno what happened but when i left last night, everything was in order till i check back this morning... oh well, shit happens... everytime. guess i'm gonna have to burn some brows to get my BLOG's mojo back again, huh?

well, it's getting boring anyway so some major changes are coming your way...

i'm just a little piss right now, thank you.

still here..

still on leave...

having a much needed rest to recharge some worn out batteries - burnout, to be exact.

well, had my softwares updated... thanks to some guy in the forum who gave me a good instruction on things (can't elaborate here, sorry) and microsoft, everything's even cooler now with my pc.

and yeah, i did propose to earl and aloy what we can do to get richer... he he he

i'll get it done, hombres, as soon as i'm done sorting out some domestic problem around the "corner."

is it HOT here or it's just me?

sh?t happens...

the new MS Office....


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few nights ago, me and earl had a discussion about this new bar we're supposed to start with. prior to that, i had a good look at the place and to be brutally honest about it, i don't see it last a year... much like we had in our previous joint. there's not enough parking space and they were building quite a number of kiosk - 15. if all the bar owners go there all at the same with their cages, the place would be pack already.

so, i ask earl about the technicalities we might be facing (again) when everything's settled down. though he was excited about it, we both agreed this one's a little tricky. i mean, it's not like beach roots when everything just fell to its right places - never mind the few squabbles we've went through.

swak! is the right word here.

with this project, i don't see some "swak!" coming as of the moment.

though this is not the end of the story, i am inclined to believe that we just might have to shelve this plan... for now.

and yeah, that night got me really wasted. my head was in pain the morning after. me, earl and aloy (who came by and had a beer) split hours after. met louie at his new ukay-ukay (surplus) shop in a place where we lived before... talk about small world, huh?

business is good for him. his stocks had been selling briskly last couple of days. a few minutes after, he closed shop and off we went to...... SECRET!

anyway, good to be on-leave these days... finally have plenty of time to waste... for sweet nothings like this... he he he

nice set-up there, mate.... though not so ergonomic. lessens the travel time relieving yourself..

have you seen the ladies yet?

it may not be as sophiticated as those that you see in the market today... you know, the bling-blings - water cooled, dual core, 2G'S of memory.. blah, blah, blah...

but this rig certainly ain't old....





my rig after.... up and running...



someday, i'm gonna me one of those "pimped" pc...

monday, finally.

well, you know the news so 'nuf said, let's move on.... shall we?

***

yesterday, while browsing through a few sites for some news and tidbits, my pc hang-up just a few seconds after booting up. well, it wasn't really much of a surprise since it's been acting up lately... it's just that recently, yesterday in particular, it was way too quick as oppose to days ago when it would take a longer time to quit on me.

after several tries with the same result, finally made up my mind to open it up and just rip it apart piece by piece.

it could have save me some trouble if i'll just go and bring the darn thing to the repair shop but my gut feeling says i should just do a DIY.... once again.

though i've done this a number of times before, lately, i have been busy and lazy to get my hands dirty... but, i must.

and, so i did.


what i found out was, the other side of what's supposed to hold the CPU's hit sink was detached causing it to heat-up quickly. that explains why the CPU's fan was making some loud vibration. ignored it 'til the problem got worst. now, i really need do something... and done!

fix it.

the good thing about this whole experience (experiment, if you may) is, i was able to clean up the motherboard, the cards (memory, video,etc), and especially the cooling fans. not to mention, had me a quick refresher lesson. got the fans lubricated with WD-40 and some oil. now, it's fix, quicker, seamless and quite....

here have a look....
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Boxing and UFC

two grand events this weekend.... i wish it was monday already.

i'm soooo excited for this sunday's big event.... just dunno yet where to watch it live. i got a few invitations from friends... i might just end up watching "The Grand Finale" on delayed telecast... where are you gonna watch, hombre?

***

work had been easy, thanks to the management's decision to switch my work with val's. except for that specific clause in our new assignment that says everything but the benefits, incentives, commission, etc., they have effected the exchange of our work. now, didn't i mention i wanted the whole package?? i would have been a few thousand pesoses richer today. heck, management decision says nope. you just gotta work harder now, orc!

hands down, val deserves what he's getting. he's always up and about, in a hurry, goes around the city and never complains (OK, only a few times..), kiss asses (no pun intended), hard worker... you name, he's got it. i'd say he's the man. he deserves a few of that awards, trophies and cash gifts the management is giving out monthly. the man also knows how to share his loot, er, i mean, gains from his commish. it's hard to find guys like him... i'm learning a lot from him these days... have you seen casino royale? the new bond guy with that suave personality... he's half that guy.. ha ha!

***

moving on, thanks to globe broadband for having installed a free internet connection at home but, no thanks! it's like this: i can connect for a few minutes after booting-up then it's gone forever! talk to their technical assistance operator about the problem and tried vainlessly to solve it but can't. so, she sent their "contractual" technician the next day to see in the flesh what's bugging my pc... solve it in a blink but the problem came back in a whip.

told the tech guy, "see, that's what i mean! it connects for a few minutes and now it's gone." he made a lot of mumbo jumbo explanation that since our place is way too far from their server the possibility of continues connection is from zero to nil. what a load of CRAP! tell it to the marines, bhoy!

sigh. i guess i should just cut my losses and revert back to dial-up or, apply to smart's broadband. linking to their network utilizes cell sites and our house is just a stone throw away from their transmitter, i should have no problem connecting....

hmmmm, that should do it.

***

meanwhile, if you have notice my blog slowly becoming an "R" rated site (it usually borders between GP and X), no sorries but i didn't mean it to be that way. it just that most of the "materials" i bumped into had a little adult content but hey, it's not extreme... if you know what i mean.

gotta go cos my crappy mouse is acting crazy again...

THE GRAND FINALE

GO PACMAN!!! GO PHILIPPINES!!!

got a good look yesterday at what appears to be "our" future bar. "our" because up until this moment, i'm undecided...

though i'm leaning more on the "GO" side, part of me says NO.

why, oh why? this time, there will only be five investors. three of us from the original ten investors of the now defunct beach roots, one is a bro of sarsy and the other is a friend of ours who used to own chill ville (whom we had a friendly competition before).

the twist here though is, i was told four of our friends who co-invested with us before is also putting up their own bar in the same area.

not that i'm against it but i would've like it better if it was just like before when we were ten. though money wise (read: ROI) wasn't that much, the fun factor was definitely something to look forward to.

of course, it wasn't all fun. the three of us who broke away from the rest felt we sweated and labored more than the others. and so, the decision to do things on our own was easy.

on the plus side, we'll probably hang-out again together... not as one group but competitors this time.

NO because my sis and wifey aren't too keen in supporting me with this venture... and i value their support especially from sis who never fails to check on me every now and then.. making sure i'm walking the right path and in good health....

meanwhile, i'm keeping my fingers crossed 'til the fat lady sings.