i know.
just.
shut up.
sit down.
relax.
rock on!!
Sunday, June 19, 2011
'tis the rainy season.
who'd you wan't me killed?
coz i said i'd kill to have an mp3 or a video of this song.. and now that i have it..
lemme know and i'd be happy to...
coz i said i'd kill to have an mp3 or a video of this song.. and now that i have it..
lemme know and i'd be happy to...
Saturday, June 18, 2011
Friday, June 17, 2011
too lazy to blog.
oh man, been really lazy.. yeah, i wasn't that busy at all. just lazyin' around ya know how it is.. i'm not really getting any younger.. even when i was, i wasn't exactly the "active" kind.
work had settled in. there ain't no way i'm gonna just let it pile up. when it's game time, i put on my game face.. that's how i cope with things.
anyway, i'm kinda in the mood to explore.. go out to far away places and see how it is there. better have fun now while i or we can cos this time, this moment ain't never comin' back anytime soon.
so yeah, that's the grand plan.
today is friday and as usual i'm just sooooooo wasted.. not wasted with anything crappy but of something good.. can you guess what is it i'm wasted at?
*yawn*
take care now, bye-bye then..
work had settled in. there ain't no way i'm gonna just let it pile up. when it's game time, i put on my game face.. that's how i cope with things.
anyway, i'm kinda in the mood to explore.. go out to far away places and see how it is there. better have fun now while i or we can cos this time, this moment ain't never comin' back anytime soon.
so yeah, that's the grand plan.
today is friday and as usual i'm just sooooooo wasted.. not wasted with anything crappy but of something good.. can you guess what is it i'm wasted at?
*yawn*
take care now, bye-bye then..
Friday, June 03, 2011
gayness
ghey!!! ghey!!! ghey!!!
that's what it feels when i'm posting here.. the gheyness in me exudes.. haha!
no, i'm not drunk.. at least not yet.
well, it's nice to take a break from work. even when i'm on-leave, i can't stop working. i'm a workaholic!
right.
no.
it's just that i have to be within striking distance at wherever i need to go so i can immediately react/respond to whatever that needs to be done.
thus, taking a leave and really going to some far away places is a bit of a bummer.
summer is almost over and we haven't gone with a bang yet, so to speak... better be soon!
now if only my little angel didn't woke up too soon i'd be chattin' s'more gheyness here 'til i drop.
but then, things happens for a reason..
thus...
that's what it feels when i'm posting here.. the gheyness in me exudes.. haha!
no, i'm not drunk.. at least not yet.
well, it's nice to take a break from work. even when i'm on-leave, i can't stop working. i'm a workaholic!
right.
no.
it's just that i have to be within striking distance at wherever i need to go so i can immediately react/respond to whatever that needs to be done.
thus, taking a leave and really going to some far away places is a bit of a bummer.
summer is almost over and we haven't gone with a bang yet, so to speak... better be soon!
now if only my little angel didn't woke up too soon i'd be chattin' s'more gheyness here 'til i drop.
but then, things happens for a reason..
thus...
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
whoa there!!!
yeah, i got a li'l carried away doin' my thang ya know.
i'll be back soon.
oh yeah, got me a new dog! a Rottweiler!
the fucker is badass!! like he bites?!? yeah.
one year old and was given up by the owner cos he bit some guys and gals at home. shit.
anyway, more news and pictures (perhaps) later. too much distraction.. gotta go.
chill.
yeah, i got a li'l carried away doin' my thang ya know.
i'll be back soon.
oh yeah, got me a new dog! a Rottweiler!
the fucker is badass!! like he bites?!? yeah.
one year old and was given up by the owner cos he bit some guys and gals at home. shit.
anyway, more news and pictures (perhaps) later. too much distraction.. gotta go.
chill.
Sunday, May 22, 2011
May 21
crazy how i got here and facing a black wall.. yeah, i had all these thoughts whilst away from the keyboard and now that i'm here *poooof!!!* gone.
hah!
i guess you can i say i'm kinda lame.
that's one reason why i appreciate people who speak with so much zest in them.. so much life that they kind of not go tired, somewhat.. where'd ya get all that energy, huh?
is it a personality thing or how you're brought up... in your genes, hormones, breed?
i like them people but i also appreciate the "cool cats."
y'know, the James Dean kinda people.. pretty laid back. i'm torn between these personalities.
what i'm really trying to drive home is this: does our being "US" has something to do with our breed, genetics, race, etc.. or is it our destiny to be born this way (no, Lady Gaga had nothing to do with this line of thought, btw)???
it's nice to see the other side of the spectrum.. ya know, discover, learn and adapt.
is it possible that some people who are positive and radiates good vibration more likely to get more out of life than those who're easily content with whatever they've got? what if they were taught to think this way growing up?
isn't it a wonder that some people have all the luck while others couldn't catch a break? some are just too down and out they'd rather kill themselves than go on with life...
see those kids out there off the streets begging? see those kids who were born with a golden spoon? even those aren't too well off.. look at them 10 years from now. some gets better, others worst.
anyway, i'd like to think everything gets better in time.. i know. i saw it.
May 21 is almost over. the world didn't end. even if it did, we'd all be together with whatever's forthcoming. so yeah, whatever. why worry about the inevitable?
thoughts to ponder.
hah!
i guess you can i say i'm kinda lame.
that's one reason why i appreciate people who speak with so much zest in them.. so much life that they kind of not go tired, somewhat.. where'd ya get all that energy, huh?
is it a personality thing or how you're brought up... in your genes, hormones, breed?
i like them people but i also appreciate the "cool cats."
y'know, the James Dean kinda people.. pretty laid back. i'm torn between these personalities.
what i'm really trying to drive home is this: does our being "US" has something to do with our breed, genetics, race, etc.. or is it our destiny to be born this way (no, Lady Gaga had nothing to do with this line of thought, btw)???
it's nice to see the other side of the spectrum.. ya know, discover, learn and adapt.
is it possible that some people who are positive and radiates good vibration more likely to get more out of life than those who're easily content with whatever they've got? what if they were taught to think this way growing up?
isn't it a wonder that some people have all the luck while others couldn't catch a break? some are just too down and out they'd rather kill themselves than go on with life...
see those kids out there off the streets begging? see those kids who were born with a golden spoon? even those aren't too well off.. look at them 10 years from now. some gets better, others worst.
anyway, i'd like to think everything gets better in time.. i know. i saw it.
May 21 is almost over. the world didn't end. even if it did, we'd all be together with whatever's forthcoming. so yeah, whatever. why worry about the inevitable?
thoughts to ponder.
Thursday, May 19, 2011
OMG!
yeah, it's like that as of late for me. lotsa WORK to do and it's got to be done even if i don't feel well.
Neil is doin' some summer schooling. basketball. so, some personal goal has to be sidelined.
another reason why i can't stick to a fixed workout schedule. cardio is now a rarity. sigh.
gotta get back to work now.
yeah, it's like that as of late for me. lotsa WORK to do and it's got to be done even if i don't feel well.
Neil is doin' some summer schooling. basketball. so, some personal goal has to be sidelined.
another reason why i can't stick to a fixed workout schedule. cardio is now a rarity. sigh.
gotta get back to work now.
Monday, May 09, 2011
still swamped with work, deym!
hope to get things done this week..
had a pretty lousy four weeks now. still plateaued at pretty much everything. shit!
had a few drinks here and there.. well, gotta have a life outside family, work and gymin'.. though i'd prefer if things are routinary.. it keeps my sync otherwise i'd be out of the swing of things.
tried different hours in the gym.. pretty much rotate the time. the once i haven't got into is the 8-10pm slots. i wanna know how i'd fare in that time, strength-wise.
gonna try to sneak in some cardio in the early morning. it's a must. non-negotiable. gotta do. kinda thing.
problem with evenings has something to do with the pre-workout cocktail i take.. it's laden with caffeine and most likely i'd be chugging shizload of H20 which means too many trips to the comfort room whilst i'm asleep.. that is, if i could even sleep considering the facts mentioned above.
i'd love to chat s'more but my little baby is all over me.. it's an ordeal to focus at this time. LOL!
out and about.
hope to get things done this week..
had a pretty lousy four weeks now. still plateaued at pretty much everything. shit!
had a few drinks here and there.. well, gotta have a life outside family, work and gymin'.. though i'd prefer if things are routinary.. it keeps my sync otherwise i'd be out of the swing of things.
tried different hours in the gym.. pretty much rotate the time. the once i haven't got into is the 8-10pm slots. i wanna know how i'd fare in that time, strength-wise.
gonna try to sneak in some cardio in the early morning. it's a must. non-negotiable. gotta do. kinda thing.
problem with evenings has something to do with the pre-workout cocktail i take.. it's laden with caffeine and most likely i'd be chugging shizload of H20 which means too many trips to the comfort room whilst i'm asleep.. that is, if i could even sleep considering the facts mentioned above.
i'd love to chat s'more but my little baby is all over me.. it's an ordeal to focus at this time. LOL!
out and about.
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
wait... i'm still thinking what to write.
right now i'm still overwhelm.
swamp with work, i guess.
it's also worth mentioning someone earnestly wanted to rain on my parade.
i have to shift..
it has to be done and the contemplation has begun.
arrrgghhh!!! my quads hurt.. i almost fell from the treadmill earlier.
all this crap is getting me out of sync.
but it's cool.. keepin' it together..
goodnight.
right now i'm still overwhelm.
swamp with work, i guess.
it's also worth mentioning someone earnestly wanted to rain on my parade.
i have to shift..
it has to be done and the contemplation has begun.
arrrgghhh!!! my quads hurt.. i almost fell from the treadmill earlier.
all this crap is getting me out of sync.
but it's cool.. keepin' it together..
goodnight.
Thursday, April 21, 2011
why? why? why?
people has to be somewhere during this time of the year, holy week?
some had to be in the beaches or some place where there's lotsa party's happening like beaches.. did i mention beaches?
yeah.
i don't know about them, my wife and son included, but in this time of the year we ought to pray.
i know, i know.. i'm not holier than thou..
me however, i'm chillin' like a villain - at home.
for some it's boring at home.. i'm not bored at all. if anything, i look forward for this rest.. recharge my batteries.. regroup.
anywho, it's summer so anytime this season, we'd hit the beach. i'd prefer very much if we'd go island hopping cos i wanna be there in the middle of the sea enjoying my sun tan.. rather with the sharks!
meanwhile, off to something more meaningful.
some had to be in the beaches or some place where there's lotsa party's happening like beaches.. did i mention beaches?
yeah.
i don't know about them, my wife and son included, but in this time of the year we ought to pray.
i know, i know.. i'm not holier than thou..
me however, i'm chillin' like a villain - at home.
for some it's boring at home.. i'm not bored at all. if anything, i look forward for this rest.. recharge my batteries.. regroup.
anywho, it's summer so anytime this season, we'd hit the beach. i'd prefer very much if we'd go island hopping cos i wanna be there in the middle of the sea enjoying my sun tan.. rather with the sharks!
meanwhile, off to something more meaningful.
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
plateau
yo!! wazzup?!?
well, there ain't much here.
it's been pretty steady for the last three weeks.
i've got some bad news and some good news tho.. which one would you wanna hear first?
ya you pessimist you! you want the bad news, yeah?!?
well, after our recollection last saturday, went to the grocers yet again.. what can i say, i love hanging around there!
well, i finally gave in to temptation and bought me some vodka to chug-chug the night away... primary reason was, whilst i was on the recollection listening, watchin' some drama unfold and doing the usual and overrated slash overused "interactions" to sorta make us breakdown.. cry.. get emotional.. i was slurping coffee after coffee after coffee.. cos man, there's nothin' else there to entertain my mouth!
so, i was anticipating that after smokin' packs of caffiene, i'm gonna suffer some nervous breakdown and what better way to prevent it or shall we say what's the best antidote to a stimulant than alcohol, right? rrriiiigggghhhtttt!!!
but here's the good news: i haven't opened the vodka yet. today is wednesday.
lemme hear ye say "bravo!!!!!"
the thing is, once i down a shot there's no stopping me from wastin' it all away, tell ya that..
so better to hold it off 'til i can or the situation is inexcapable.
lazyin' out.
well, there ain't much here.
it's been pretty steady for the last three weeks.
i've got some bad news and some good news tho.. which one would you wanna hear first?
ya you pessimist you! you want the bad news, yeah?!?
well, after our recollection last saturday, went to the grocers yet again.. what can i say, i love hanging around there!
well, i finally gave in to temptation and bought me some vodka to chug-chug the night away... primary reason was, whilst i was on the recollection listening, watchin' some drama unfold and doing the usual and overrated slash overused "interactions" to sorta make us breakdown.. cry.. get emotional.. i was slurping coffee after coffee after coffee.. cos man, there's nothin' else there to entertain my mouth!
so, i was anticipating that after smokin' packs of caffiene, i'm gonna suffer some nervous breakdown and what better way to prevent it or shall we say what's the best antidote to a stimulant than alcohol, right? rrriiiigggghhhtttt!!!
but here's the good news: i haven't opened the vodka yet. today is wednesday.
lemme hear ye say "bravo!!!!!"
the thing is, once i down a shot there's no stopping me from wastin' it all away, tell ya that..
so better to hold it off 'til i can or the situation is inexcapable.
lazyin' out.
Saturday, April 09, 2011
one day too late..
one night i asked wifey, "lets call nanny." she goes "sure!"
then i let it slipped off my mind.
my nanny, well was the nanny of most of my siblings except for my younger bro.
she's been battling breast cancer for years now.. chemotheraphy was out of the question as she was on stage 4 when we found out. that's like the mother of all stages when it comes to cancer, if i'm not mistaken.
anyway, she opted for natural healing and perhaps, divine intervention.
my sister was very supportive of her and her family.
me and my bros aren't exactly the expressive kind but we do cared.. only that they lived somewhere in the province of Manila and me being here in the queen city of the south and my sis and li'l bro abroad.
so, the only way to show we cared was call her from time to time... keep in touch, so to speak.
it's not something to be shock about cos we know we're just waiting for the inevitable considering the facts i mentioned above.. but the next morning when i'm supposed to call her that night - she passed away.
i felt a huge regret.
this woman didn't want to be a burden to her family. even when she was suffering with all that nasty things that go with breast cancer, she carried on.
she didn't wanna be served or babied.
only on her last three days when she couldn't stand up anymore that her daughter prepared for her meals. even then, she ate her meals all by herself.
on the last night, she asked her daughter to go on and take a rest.. sleep and not worry about her.. she'll go eat her meals later.
then, she was gone... forever.
finally, she's now free.. free from the pain and sufferings.
she will be laid to rest tomorrow.
to my nanny, wherever you are, i love you..
then i let it slipped off my mind.
my nanny, well was the nanny of most of my siblings except for my younger bro.
she's been battling breast cancer for years now.. chemotheraphy was out of the question as she was on stage 4 when we found out. that's like the mother of all stages when it comes to cancer, if i'm not mistaken.
anyway, she opted for natural healing and perhaps, divine intervention.
my sister was very supportive of her and her family.
me and my bros aren't exactly the expressive kind but we do cared.. only that they lived somewhere in the province of Manila and me being here in the queen city of the south and my sis and li'l bro abroad.
so, the only way to show we cared was call her from time to time... keep in touch, so to speak.
it's not something to be shock about cos we know we're just waiting for the inevitable considering the facts i mentioned above.. but the next morning when i'm supposed to call her that night - she passed away.
i felt a huge regret.
this woman didn't want to be a burden to her family. even when she was suffering with all that nasty things that go with breast cancer, she carried on.
she didn't wanna be served or babied.
only on her last three days when she couldn't stand up anymore that her daughter prepared for her meals. even then, she ate her meals all by herself.
on the last night, she asked her daughter to go on and take a rest.. sleep and not worry about her.. she'll go eat her meals later.
then, she was gone... forever.
finally, she's now free.. free from the pain and sufferings.
she will be laid to rest tomorrow.
to my nanny, wherever you are, i love you..
Monday, April 04, 2011
Saturday, April 02, 2011
of graduation, booze and the children
soooo effing tired today.
at this early, dreamland is tempting.
that had been life for me this far... it's peaks and valleys.. then downhill all the way!
some people are gonna get bored living this way. i ain't though.
i mean, i had my time partyin' it up.. going places.. adventure.. the lot!
this is me now.
guess i'm getting old. no more energy. zest for fun, zit!
i don't even play PC games anymore, WTF?
most of my beer bud, gone.
perfect!
i was at the grocery earlier and was watching all those beer-in-cans, ya know, the six packs, then passed by the liquor area.. thought half a sec - then went straight to the beverage section and got me some Chuckie. that yum-yum chocolate milk drink, that's what i'm pouring in my cup right now.
anywho, alcohol is bad for recovery as it increases cortisol, that muscle wasting hormone that does nothing good to your physique, so better avoid it especially these days when i'm supposed to waste lotsa fat and keep 'em muscles.
i'm not saying nada tho.. i just had some rum-soda last thursday as it's my officemate's son graduation. "drink moderately" was in effect that night. LOL
meanwhile, Neil graduated from elementary too. boy, the kid is a handful, tell ya that. i hope he'd find something good where he can focus his attention to and not on something useless.
i dunno but maybe my little angel mitch is also one of the driving factor of why i'm "cool" these days.. meaning, i'm not partying up and go crazy. instead, i've been workin' hard, exercise, rest well and do something meaningful in life rather than waste away in reckless abandon and not a care in the world.
dunzo.
at this early, dreamland is tempting.
that had been life for me this far... it's peaks and valleys.. then downhill all the way!
some people are gonna get bored living this way. i ain't though.
i mean, i had my time partyin' it up.. going places.. adventure.. the lot!
this is me now.
guess i'm getting old. no more energy. zest for fun, zit!
i don't even play PC games anymore, WTF?
most of my beer bud, gone.
perfect!
i was at the grocery earlier and was watching all those beer-in-cans, ya know, the six packs, then passed by the liquor area.. thought half a sec - then went straight to the beverage section and got me some Chuckie. that yum-yum chocolate milk drink, that's what i'm pouring in my cup right now.
anywho, alcohol is bad for recovery as it increases cortisol, that muscle wasting hormone that does nothing good to your physique, so better avoid it especially these days when i'm supposed to waste lotsa fat and keep 'em muscles.
i'm not saying nada tho.. i just had some rum-soda last thursday as it's my officemate's son graduation. "drink moderately" was in effect that night. LOL
meanwhile, Neil graduated from elementary too. boy, the kid is a handful, tell ya that. i hope he'd find something good where he can focus his attention to and not on something useless.
i dunno but maybe my little angel mitch is also one of the driving factor of why i'm "cool" these days.. meaning, i'm not partying up and go crazy. instead, i've been workin' hard, exercise, rest well and do something meaningful in life rather than waste away in reckless abandon and not a care in the world.
dunzo.
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