i'm with my buddy, strong ice beer, right now. damn, t'was tempting to go out earlier and visit the newest bars in town... meet friends and drink all night. but NO, not this time... i'm practicing restraints and consistency these days.. i can still very much hold the urge, thank you.

btw, i'm listening/viewing this music video right now and it's pretty funny looking at Kamikazee band spoofing the "queer eye for the straight guy" hosts... hey, check this out...



i love the music a lot...

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was looking at my friendster's account and was amazed at the number of friends i have... some, i could not possibly ID.. guess i got a little too friendly, huh? i'd say fifty percent of them are those that i really know... the rest, i just add them up or vice versa... for whatever reason, i'm keeping it close to my chest.

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i'm gonna be wasted in a few minutes and my fingers are having trouble typing the right letters so, i'm gonna cut this off and enjoy the rest of the night before i say any bleeping words... i'll be watching more videos, thanks to internet, youtube and metacafe, i don't need to go out and have fun.. it's all down here in my crib...

oh, and i've got an SMS from my friend... too late buddy, the "dude" is wasted.

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and to all the friends i've messed up before and a few whom i'm messing now, accept my heartfelt apology... i don't know if i meant it, but whatever it is, we all know there's a reason behind all the drama...

nuf said, goodnight.