tired. exhausted. exasperated. burnout.

whatever you wanna call it, that's how i'm feelin' right now.

sister arrived yesterday. eversince, i've been in the driver's seat. i haven't driven a cage on other days except sundays. so, it's once again a "new" experience for me to be caught in rush hours (which i usually breeze through with a motorcycle), extreme heat (it's summer, remember?), dealing with assholes on the road (be it a stupid pedestrian or a crazy drivers alike) and maneuvering through thin roads (i'd say 90% of our roads are two-way street only) can be such a pain in the ass.. literally.

kindda fun though but my freakin' work keeps bugging me. i'd get calls and text messages and it's usually important and urgent.. like it's a matter of life and death all the time. no kidding dude. it's hard to enjoy being on vacation leave when i have to think about the implications if i don't get the job done. sigh... talk about "vacation..." i'd love to be off of my job for a while these days... they are soooo inconsiderate!

it's gonna be this way in the coming days... i'll never have that "peace" of mind when i'm out there trying to be a brother, a security, a driver, tourist guide, helper, etc. etc. etc.

i'd love a bucket of beer roght now but i have to wake up early tomorrow and "meet and greet" our former babysitters and househelp at the pier..

so, have a good one to YOU.