yep. trying to figure out life.
you can call that, uhm, mid-life crisis. ha ha!
it's pretty weird, actually... how the heck did i come this far and haven't done much with me's and other's life???
or am i just forgetful??
shit.
trying to make sense here...
well, i could've made a choice.
risk a little bit more.
took a decisive approach.
but i always choose the easy route.
yeah, i said it before and i'm sayin' it again - i hate to stressed myself out!
i haven't really gone out with so much zest for anything.
mediocre is an understatement.
i. suck.
so i'm hard on myself... yeah, i needed that!
on the other side of the spectrum, i'm great.
how? by busting my chops.. now, i need to reverse that... uhm, maybe balance it out.
keyword: work harder.
lets see if these tough words translates into action.
meanwhile, will you watch this??
word: boring.
