i dunno for how much longer though. my BP has gone haywire. my heart, lets just say it's been downhill for roughly three weeks now. it's definitely something to watch out for.
been to the doc a few days ago. pop a few pills. it's better but still, i'm not out of the woods yet.
monday, gonna get my ECG result and go to a specialist. a cardiologist, to be exact.
yesterday, i felt better after the visit to the doc, went to smash the weights! shoulder pressed ninety pounds for three. rest. then squeeze out six more reps with a help this time.
after a few minutes of doing presses and pulls in the gym, i felt dizzy and gassed. took off.
today, i tried do some light cardio. just walk a bit faster and inclined a tad. boy, i felt dizzy and gassed again!
that's a stark contrast to what i can pound before doing HIIT on the treadmill at eight kilometers per hour. really, something awry is goin' on with me.
tsk.. tsk..
all that strength and power, gone in a snap!
at least three pals wanna hang out tonight. i'd love to, but i can't.
gotta heal up if i still can. i get a little anxious just thinking of the what if's.
between then and now, only the good Lord above knows.
gotta stay positive. i don't live for myself alone now. there are people whom i love and depends on me.
it's just how things in the world works.
chillin' time.
