there ya go again...
why o' why suspect me of being ON "gear?"
nope there ain't no way in the world i would even if i can..
lemme break it down for you... gently.
when i was a baby, i was told by my elders i had congenital heart desease.. an enlarged heart, to be exact.. i spent months after birth being confined in the hospital.. my late dad even had to scour for funds in order to bail me out.. damn, eh? too young and too fucked up already??
oh well.
next reason i can't touch roids is simply because i dunno how screwed up my body had become after years of alcohol and necotine abuse.. that's not to count the few bouts i had with *cough* *cough* drugs... damn, huh?!
well, the drugs ain't that much really... just amateurish MJ's and syrups... to tide my curiousity..
but i was heavy on alcohol and a BIG smoker... definitely, those vices could've dent my heart.. one way or another.
thus, there ain't no way in the world i'd entertain the thought of messing around chemicals that i don't have the slightest idea how to use, much less know the side effects of it on my body.
but then now that i've channelled my energy into something useful and getting good at it, some folks in the gym thinks i must be ON to something to be that strong and intense.
rrright!
i could take that as an insult or a compliment.. i prefer the latter.
to say i'm ON to something simply means i'm no ordinary guy waltzing around the gym like a headless chicken... i definitely know how to run my thang..
i must be BIG that they noticed.
and STRONG too!
whatever.. i'm amused at how they could easily come up with that conclusion, but hey, i'm just as entertained..
saw many "juiced" guys in the gym.. they look better than me, tell ya that.
i'd prefer that it's a level playing field and that nobody takes roids..
but it's their lives and they wanna get there fast, take the shortest route and get HUGE easy.. even if i could afford it, health and money-wise, i still wouldn't do it... nothing beats getting "there," naturally.
peace.
