this ENTRY of Malou's blog saddens me.

i didn't know this for sure. all i know is that there are rumors circulating around and my friend was, sigh, telling us (me and Earl) his marriage was on the rocks..

i don't ask and i don't meddle.. even if i've heard about it i never ask my friend pointblank if there's a grain of truth about the rumor... or i'm just too naive..

we did discuss about it (the marriage thing and everything in between it) the last time we had our "emergency meeting" but that was when we had one too many alcohol in our system and everything around us seem hazy and weird... well, at least from my point of view.

i can't quite picture them going their separate ways.. i mean, compared to my relationship with my spouse, looking from the outside, i see theirs as more "matured" and "loving."

i don't call my wife "sweety" or "honey" or "love" or "darling..." we don't kiss in public.. we barely hold hands in public... sometimes we sleep on different beds... we go out and do our separate task.. we barely have any common friends cos we don't have much anything in common... so, picture that.

anyway, i'm not here to judge as to whose to blame.. i know these guys for years.. we've all work for the same company before.. i just hope they can work on it for the sake of their vow and of course, their child...

otherwise, and i mean if it's just an exercise of futility as in "they've lost all that love and feeling," then its pointless to go on into something you no longer have the zest to continue... i'll save that thought when i'm at the crossroads..