Friday, July 25, 2008

i don't care.

yeah, lemme repeat that.. i don't care.

feels good not to give a rats on someone you thought you'd care about.. you feel me?

but geez.. i dunno.. i'm not that bad..

i try to be...

whatever.

here's a song..

for me!!!



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this week's rundown...

monday was a hard one.. damn, when did i choose the easy road, eh?

i always try to finish these bodypart routines in a day - chest, shoulders, upper-back, triceps... then i have to break it all down to mini exercises.. i know, i know.. you don't get the picture.. quit figuring it out already!

remember, ignorance is bliss.

tuesday was worst. though not in flying colors, i made it through.

wednesday - OFF.

thursday's grind was a tad easier.. or NOT. rey was there to provide me with his usual off-tangent teasing.. anyway, he just shut-up when i stop reacting..

friday, i had to deviate from my usual routine.. damn, somebody beat me to the squat rack.. well, there's always the equally brutal deadlift.. off i went.. then squat later.. not too cool arrangement for me.. i felt tired and stiff when i got to the heavy part..

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in between those days, i managed to go out with friends.. took a day's leave and pretty much rest my ass..

as i've mentioned before, i don't like going out on weekdays.. not when i'm soooo tired and ready to crawl on my way home.. but off i went.. i gotta..

anyway, long story short, we ended up in this bar.. i didn't wanna go there.. promise.

not only was i wearing my dorky uniform and my faded shirt, i had a sweatful early on and i probably didn't smell anywhere near 'good.' ok, i stink! happy now?

and this buddy of mine, of all the days we go out, he just felt the need to "table" some girls.. now, it's just both of us there but he took three ladies.. damn!

i'm not being a 'killjoy' but i just didn't have "it." y'know, the "mojo" to mix it up with 'em.. catch my drift?

he ordered more beers like he just won in the lottery!

damn, i'm so stressed out thinking of the bills we're gonna pay later.. 'til the alcohol kicked in.. i felt relax and was ready to play dirty... muhahahaha!!!

anyway, we did pay more than i expected (we originally planned to just drink two beers and flee) and things did went nasty as the night wore on...

it was fun alright but i ended up goin' home early... early in the morning!

to think i wasn't in my best that night... oohhhh.. the what if's....

and did i mentioned he paid all the bills?

the dude must've won the lottery, yeah?


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by the way, my officemate Tina is aiming for this bod right here..



good luck!