so, here's how it all came down...
woke up around 4:40am.. took a quick sip of coffee.. i had everything i needed prepared the night before. all i need to do now is take a quick bath, dress up and well, get them all together.
5:15am.. it was still dark as our place isn't in a plush subdivision.. in other words, we don't have those dang lamp post like your place has.. anyway, i'm prepared to break somebody's face if someone dares... i guess they're too scared to try.. i'm scared of me either.. hehe.. joke.
just a few meters of walking, felt a pang of pain somewhere in my diaphragm.. you know, that kinda pain you get when you sprint but you're not used to running.. try that and you'll know what i mean..
anyway, it didn't go away.. but the pain was bearable as it didn't worsen.. just a bum feeling though..
man, my walkman phone ain't no good either.. something's wrong with the cable and it can only produce a mono music.. since i'm already ficked anyway, might as well get on with it and just finish the whole ordeal with whatever crap i'm dealing with..
around 6:18am i'm already halfway through.. my sweat's breaking out like hell... oh, i was wearing a jacket, by the way... and it's all sweaty now.
7am and it's not about to get easier.. it's an uphill battle royale, baby!
this is the time when i started to think about all the "why's" in the world i can muster and reasoned it out with me and myself...
why am i doing this crap?
why my friggin' left foot hurts when i'm wearing a supposed "balance" shoes?
why don't i just get a ride already and end the suffering?
why not stop for a few minutes and rest?
man, man, man!!!
WHY??????
.... and before i knew it, i arrived.
but since i didn't have my ride (a motorcycle, if you've been in the cave) and i thought i can still go walk, after office hours, i went on and walk some more.. what the heck, i already did the hard part, this should be a breeze, i thought.
it wasn't.
but i went on and finish my lenten sacrifice... yeah, now i understand why i'm doing this crazy sh!t! this is my sacrifice!!!
whoa!
now i can drink all the beers and gorge on some barbecues, roasted pig and eat 'til i drop, eh?
yeah right, like i would!
lesson learned:
one, don't be stupid walking around after you had leg exercise the day before... especially when it was a heavy session;
two, if you can, try not bring a lot of stuff with you.. it just make things heavier;
three, make sure you have a nice music player.. it gets boring out there;
four, keep your eyes on the road especially when you reach those traffic jammed area.. you could be side swept by those idiot and sleepy drivers, pun intended;
five, i'm really tired of giving you advices, so why don't you just go do it yourself and find out what you need and what's it like out there, huh?
my PC still sucks so that explains why this post is full of horse bleep!!
so, you feel me?
