today i'm gonna be calm.
i don't have a lot of words for you all.
i don't really feel like writing here.. honest.
i think i will be “lost in the vast abysses of space and time...”
i'm truly and honestly bored with work right now.. but i have to pay the bills..
i have to send my son to school..
i have to feed my family...
and that includes the dogs..
so even if i'm not happy with where i am now, i am stuck.
but...
"Success may be the ability to be happy with whatever we're stuck with." says Marilyn vos Savant
... in contrary, i'm no longer happy with my work... therefore, i'm a failure.
i just want to do something else now... something "i want" and "i like..."
"i love" is even better..
ahhhh, the dramz of life..
other than that, everything is still "normal.."
but...
"Normal is not something to aspire to, it's something to get away from." says Jodie Foster
oh life... is there anything out there waiting for me?
